Thursday, December 27, 2012

I'm not looking for someone like you


"I'm not looking for someone like you...
but baby I found you!"


I use PENCIL to important people in my life


"I use PENCIL to important people in my life,
but when I include YOU, I choose BALLPEN
 just to make sure that you'll never be ERASED"


If you love someone set him free

"If you love someone set him free for you 
can fly higher on the love you gave to him.
Fly and flew the happiness you shared with."

When you want that one perfect man

"When you want that one perfect man, 
and you know you can't have him because
 he already belongs to someone else."


You cannot taste the sweetness

"You cannot taste the sweetness of your success
 if you cannot experience the bitterness of sacrifices."


You will never know true happiness

You will never know true happiness until you 
have truly loved, and you will never understand 
what pain really is until you have lost it.

Never expect, never assume

"Never expect, never assume, never ask and never
 demand. Just let it be, if it's meant to be, it will happen."

True love is not subject to changes

"True love is not subject to changes. So when your
 loved one says "l don't love you anymore",
 it only means they NEVER loved you."


When the night is so young

"When the night is so young and when the 
stars are high you are like bright moon light 
your are the only one who can light up my world."

If l got a dollar

If l got a dollar for everytime l think of you, 
l'd become a millionaire in a day!


It is better to End something


"It is better to End something and
Start another than to imprison
yourself in hoping for the
impossible."

If the human body can live


"If the human body can live with food and water,
then why does it feel like I cant live without you?"

Relationships are like fat people

"Relationships are like fat people,usually they don't work out."

A relationship is like building a house

"A relationship is like building a house; Build it well, or
 it will collapse."

Biggest Pain in life

Biggest Pain in life is"To sit infront of the Person you
 Loved a lot and They are crying infront of you for the 
person they Loved"

If I hadn’t met you...



"If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I hadn’t liked you,
 I wouldn’t love you. If I wouldn’t love you,
 I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do and I will."

The reason people find it so hard to be happy.


"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they 
always see the past better than it was, the present worse than 
it is, and the future less resolved than it will be."


When I first saw your face....


"When I first saw your face, I knew God made you just for me.
 Now I don’t remember how I could have ever existed before you. 
You love me like I’ve never been loved before. You have become 
my best friend, my lover, my soul mate, my life for eternity."

There is nothing in this life...


"There is nothing in this life that can destroy you but yourself. 
Bad things happen to everyone, but when they do, you can’t just 
fall apart and die. You have to fight back. If you don’t, you’re 
the one who loses in the end. But if you do keep going and fight
 back, you win"

Being honest....


"Being honest may not get you a lot of friends But it’ll always
 get you the right ones."

To be brave is to love someone.....


"To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without 
expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage;
 because we don’t want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves
 open to hurt."

Heart Touching Love Story.... Must Read.



it had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm. She said, "I miss you."



I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home." She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine. I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go." Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat. Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!" Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home. Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by.

We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night. But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long.

That was how we kept the treasured relationship. We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this." With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face. She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."

I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?" I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?" I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end.

I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.